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aku dah kelam kabut .. padahal takdak angin takdak ribut .. kenape? ni sbb worley parson punye pasal la ni.. aku g apply keje situ pastu aku plak takdak xp.. cemane la nie nasib aku.. aku harap aku dapat impress derang dan amek aku bekerja walaupun utk sementara (contract basis).. tinggi menggunung harapan aku ni.. harapan aku utk keje kt tmpt besar. tp ape kan daya ilmu tak cukup. mcm mane aku nk handle pressure seblom interview pon nie.. aku pon tak pasti aku di short-listed tp aku dpt emel dari mamat bernardine anthony 3 hari lepas dan aku baru bace semlm. dah berkulat emel tu .. kang aku reply nie tah2 dia dah tanak layan aku dah.
sakit pale aku bile pk pasal nk belaja javascript la, ASP la, .net la , actionscript la .. design pon aku tak lepas. cemane la nasib aku nk keje nnt nie.. ade peluang lagi ke aku nk teruskan .. or should i pull myself out of art world.. i'm not creative to create creative things.. ah kenape la aku terase down ..

i wanna see the good side from this pressure later on.. good karma during worley interview maybe? hope so .. even tho i dun believe in karma, but i do believe in faith.. i'm a man of faith .. and fact .. for the fact is that i am not that worley want hahaahha ..

but why i do not put this thing like this .. just like the other interview i went through, at printpack in shah alam.. i still remember the word i said to that guy who interview me when he asked me why i want to join printing/dtp line while my design mostly down to website .. i did say ---- "JUST TRY MY LUCK, IF I DON'T HAVE ANY THERE'S NOTHING TO LOSE .... :D" and i smiled .. and this time i'm gonna fly through this like before.......

even i know job world is not a playground for kid like me .

by the way .. website aku dah on .. aku nk siapkan website utk tunjuk kat bernadine tu !!!

wish me luck!!!